In my mind, I compete with myself. I ask myself if I have been to the places in between all of my destinations? If I haven't, then have I really experienced everything life has to offer? What are the components in the middle that I am missing? When can I fill in the gaps? Is my mind and perception of an area really accurate if I am just strolling through for a couple of hours?
The sense of calm and accomplishment I felt in those few moments also provided me with the feeling of openness, allowing me to realize I can go anywhere, at anytime....and I am going to miss nothing. I am going to solve everything and the questions I once had will be answered and I will have a new way of perceiving life. It's like these vivid memories and flashbacks gave me the ability to say "You have been here!" "You have done that!" "You're always going to keep moving forward and find new roads to take."
I appreciate these warm fuzzy feelings while visualizing the roads of the region of the world I am most comfortable with because I am reminded that I am able to appreciate small little moments in life and mold them into something meaningful, insightful and comforting! It is my hope that the world around me continues to open and expand and I am often reminded that my comfort zone has a very wide leash full of memories and perceptions and lacking any gaps!
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